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Dear Daddy
1-14-1996
Dear Daddy,
I know
As far as everything goes
That you never wanted to hear
Of my new fallen tears
Or the times when I wished
For a father’s good night kiss
Through many years I have gone
Trying hard to remain strong
Without a daddy to understand
Or walk through the park with hand in hand
But you know it’s never too late
To change this slow growing fate
Please daddy I need you
Say you need me too.
I’ll leave on the light.
Your Daughter,
Jessica Anne White
Are Spirits Still
Unknown Date
Sometimes strength fails
Tears fall silently
A knife flies
And the blood is veiled
Yet this is not
A murder scene
And we aren’t so lucky
For it to be a dream
The pain is real
So strong is the plight
The survivors cling on
Day and night
Lost inside
A lonely world
Praying for freedom
Down the spiral they whirl
They know they are strong
For they are not yet dead
But are there spirits still
Alive inside their head
Midnight
4/30/2014
Oh midnight how you come too soon
While I lie awake at night in my room
I try to sleep, but sleep is not there
As into darkness and fears I stare
Not wanting to think of all of these things
But having no choice, through my mind they ring
The clock ticks by, the night moves on
Until all sleep that could have been is gone
Dreams do not come and darkness fades
So quickly we move into another day
Insomnia steals sleep once again
Waking seems to be my only friend
Moved now my dreams into daylight
Oh why must you come so soon midnight?
Thorns
1/9/12
Your words, like a rose
Beautiful, but with thorns I fear
Fall from your mouth
And meet me here
In a garden of flowers
All laden with thorns
Look but don’t touch
My heart has been warned
The sweetness I smell
Draws me closer still
I shouldn’t touch
But my heart says I will
I reach for your love
To embrace your whole soul
Accepting thorns with the flowers
The parts as a whole
Your love like a rose
Brings passion and pain
Each moment we’re apart
Until I see you again
Save Her
4/8/2014
Feeling the wind swept through my hair
Beauty surrounding, everywhere
Life’s horrors so close, with agony and pain
But without these the beauty is but in vain
Running from something, knowing not what
Finding solace in moments before feeling the cut
The burning, the depth the agony
Welling up, boiling inside of me
Trying to cry, to let it all out
Yet the tears pull back in, pooling about
Filling the wounds that deepen my soul
Reversing the spell, digging a hole
I try to climb out, but fear overwhelms
Can I save her now, only time can tell
The Very Strongest Feeling
1-2-1996
Love is an innocent smile
A bird singing at the dawn
The blooming of flowers in spring
A gloriously beautiful song
Love is a kiss goodnight
The setting of the sun
Children playing together
Friends laughing one by one
Love is a wordless greeting
A thing shared by many like you
The very, very, strongest feeling
That makes all the world’s good shine through
Something That Will Never Return
4-3-1995
Something that will never return
All the love that you’ve given away
Things you think of now and then
Memories of your happiest day
Something that will never return
All the hope they have stolen from thee
The things they once so kindly said
All of the dreams they broke swiftly
Something that will never return
The love that was lost that dark stormy night
So many good things they said and they did
The sense of security and controlling the fright
Something that will never return
The beauty of life before it was burned
The prayers you recite each and every night
Something that will never return
Like a Brick
3-11-1995
Loneliness has hit me
Like a brick it fell upon
My head while I was resting
In the early dawn
I am the only presence
Around me no one stands
And when I need assistance
There are no helping hands
The sun is rising slowly
Yet there are no birds to sing
To me a song of happiness
About the joy life will bring
Sitting here alone
Thinking about life
Trying to solve problems
Yet I haven’t any strife
To teach me right from wrong
Yet there is nothing to learn
I wish that I could love
But no feelings in my heart will burn
Loneliness has hit me
Like a brick it fell upon
My head while I was resting
In the early dawn
Today
Unknown Date
Today I walked home in the rain
With my heart in the gutter and my soul filled with pain
Today was not the day for me
My soul has been captured and I long to be free
Today I cried for pity’s sake
I am drowning in a lake
Today I thought I’d fall apart
Please everyone I beg of you stop playing with my heart
Today I got down on my knees
To pray to God save me oh please, please, please
Today my hopes have gotten bleaker
I feel my soul getting so much weaker
Today will be the day that my soul died
And I will be the one to laugh while others cry